So many class cancel... Huray ...

Is the ninth week, times really flies very fast.

On the 5^th, Monday again, class as usual at 10am, but this time don’t have English class at 12pm. We are happy because class canceled. Don’t know why that day I feel so hungry, so I went to Subaidah, and I ate a plate of Mee Goreng and 1 Roti Pisang. Our Subaidah Mee Goreng was so SEDAP… Later on class YKT101 again, continue En.Zain shouting around our names and chi-chat with us during the class at 3. At night, I went to LWC for my bible study, it had been 2 weeks I dint join for the bible study just because of Pesta Hoki. When I reach my room, my roommate suddenly got a surprise for me. He said he just bought a Proton Wira with 11k. O.M.G! Is so unbelievable… I go and visit his car, and knew that this car is already 10 years old. Wow … Expensive la… The thing I enjoy is, finally I drive car at Penang. Thanks to them, I can drive again. It reminds my small little cute cute Viva at home. Viva I miss you… Then before I sleep, I suddenly realize I got English test tomorrow… :P

On the 6^th, Tuesday the second day of the week before holiday, counting down the day to pass up my YKT104 assignments and also holidays… Early in the morning… S.Y.H.T, is already 9.40am. Wow… I’m late, I quickly brush my teeth and bath… Once I reach bus stop, I saw so crowded there, so many students also last minutes to school. I feel I don’t want to wait, so I plan to walk to school. Hmm… Unfortunately, I saw a bus stop at IK, then I quickly hop in. The bus stop at RST bus stop, I thought it will take only 5 minutes to wait the others. MANA TAO I waited for 15 minutes. I’m totally late dao XIAO this time. Suddenly Kuyen message me and tells me ada test now la, where are you. I reply, the bus driver don’t want to go lahhh! Haiz… Lucky, I reach class, the test starts at 10.10am, and I arrived at 10.20am, just late around 10 minutes. Thank God the questions what not so hard, is so easy, I can score easily. Don’t know why this week, don’t know why so many class cancel, Dr.Nik from YKT105 class cancel too, but sadly need got replacement class. I went to library, start continue my YKT104 assignments, I manage to finish the Harold Lasswell’s model for communications. But I still left 2 pages more… Evening that time, guess what I saw, Rainbow… It’s so pretty… At night, Pesta Hoki meeting was super fast, looks like 30 minutes dah settle semua… So happy … I slept at 2pm plus plus, maybe because I slept too much already. Haha … J

On the 7^th, 2 days more … Wohoo… My home, my bed, my everything …  BM class today less stories for us. Haiz… Class afternoon, we did a survey on our psychology lecture class, that means no class again, class cancel. Hurey … Jogging at 6pm but it rains. Haiyar… Andy Mau told me he non-stop running for 7 rounds, I feel so surprise. Later on, my another friend Derek, he says 7 rounds is his minimum, mine are 23 rounds minimum for 2 hours. O.M.G. I totally stunned and surprise. I wish I can do that too one day. Derek’s record motivates me to run more! Arghhh … I force myself to run everyday! At night, go Restu café makan with Jayne. In our conversation, I knew she also like pets like me, especially the cats. But for me, I only like puppies not cats … Just now meet Sharon, Derek, and Grace. We chi-chat forwhile. Then suddenly, Derek ask Sharon’s friend to guess my age, which year student. Unfortunately, she says I’m a third year student. Owhhh … I’m hurt … :P Back to room, rush my reference for my assignments. Next, editing job. Then, finally, assignment for YKT104 SIAP! J

We Bless, They Bless ...

The first day of November, hmm is Thursday. This day is my YKT101 presentation. I perform quite badly for me, because I just read from the ppt. I can’t pronounce properly in BM, HAIZ… But, I already try my best. Later on, I went to Bali Bali then I meet Narisha. We eat and chat together. Don’t know why I suddenly want to go to Mc.D makan ice-cream. So, I decided to go to get one. Suddenly, some Korea students stop me and ask me whether can give them some time and watch a video clip. I thought it just some survey or what, MANA tao is gospel sharing. They are from Church of God. WOW… Is a new experience for me to know different religion, they are heresy religion. At night, is Derek birthday surprise party. We PKA members really “BULI” him gao gao … Enjoy that happy moment.

On the 2^nd of November, Friday is our blessing campus day. Our cell group GCB accompany with MILO for doing something to bless the campus. What we did is we bless them by helping them clean the toilets and mop the floor at Dewan Budaya and foyer DTSP. Esther and I went to Fajar Harapan to buy breakfast for the toilet cleaners, while Esther is buying kuih, I quickly buy my breakfast, because I’m too hungry. When we reach foyer DTSP, looks like everyone already finish cleaning the toilets and mop the floor. We chat with the aunty and knew she are doing these for the past 16 years. She says that she had nothing to do at home, so she wash the toilets, but we all think that she are facing some economics problem MAYBE. WOW… I’m really appreciate what she had done for us. As a results, I must take care of the toilet well all the time. Next station is to Dewan Budaya. There I help wash the toilet and mop the floor. I though we have to mop a part of the floor, MANA tao they mop the whole floor. Wow… What a strong spirit of blessing others. While we are mopping, suddenly someone bless us by giving us some food. Wahh … I knew that once we bless the campus, and unexpected result will happen, which are someone will bless us too. We really enjoy a lot. As usual, we have BE at 12.30pm, and this is my first time arrive there early. At night, finally I meet with another church members from Century Garden. To tell the truth, I plan to go to Mc.D just because to eat the ice-cream, MANA TAO… They said ice-cream machine ROSAK. I faint… Anyway, we enjoy chatting a lot there, tell a lot of jokes. There, don’t know why, I meet many of my friends and I even don’t know some of them. Lolx… Later on, Jayne and I go to Hidden Secret makan our dinner instead of going to pasar malam. During dinner time, we chat a lot and know each other more, I believe our friendship are getting better and better. She are a good and pretty girl I’ve meet in USM.

Saturday, I went to old fox home. There, I help them to tidy and clean their room and toilets. My duty there is to clean the toilet. Owh… Is not as easy as house toilet wor. Later finish cleaning the toilet, I wipe the big container box. I feel happy and comfortable once I wipe all the dirtiness, feel successful. Then, I help the old mans to compile all files. Heard from them, they say they need to compile 2000 files in two days, WOW… Is impossible for them as they getting older and older. After finish everything, we chat with the old mans and capture pictures with them. What I learn today is this society need a lot of people to care them, by just only lending our ears to them, let them talk to you. What they need is love from us. A smile brings us our bigger motivation to move forward in our daily lives. Around 6.30pm, we reach the House of Steambot. WOW… First sekali, I check the price first, it was just RM23.50, but lucky we got student price, so discount RM2. Hmmm… Eat what you can, and I eat a lot. I thought I can go to U-care later on, MANA TAO they tell me bus will arrive at 10pm. Are you serious? (The time I look at my hand phone, it just 7pm) We still left 3 hours for us to eat again. Nvm, is a good time for me to know new friends, especially Elaine and Shue Li. Elaine is from Ipoh, yeah another Ipoh kia; while the Shue Li is from Klang, her looks are abit same with Chi Yiu. We chat and laugh a lot and talk with seniors too. Lastly, I eat about 8-9 scup of ice-cream. It was so nice, especially the mint flavor. We left earlier and reach back home around 10.30pm.

Sunday, it was my first time choir at Stain Andrew Church. My sound abit sexy, I really can’t sing high pitch songs. Is Sunday, captain ball day. I play captain ball with my PKA members although my hand are not recover. I’ve a lot of fun and always win the game, don’t know why wherever I go to which teams, which team wins, easy match. At night, during CG, I share a lot of my stories to them, include my roommate religion story. Something really interesting happen this day. When we walk down from Restu to Tekun, I ask everyone opinion since Sharon is going back alone to IK. Then, Carol says: No need la, I fetch her wih my bike. Derek quickly stop Carol and says: Aiyar… Say your motorbike spoil already mahh… Let someone enjoy their happy moment together. Lolx… Sharon and I was so malu that time. Really have fun on that day. J

Is already Week 8! Time flies fast ~

This is already the 8 week. WOW… Time flies so fast…

On 29^th, is Monday blues… I forget to bring my English text book to my English class. GG.com. This is my first time didn’t bring book to class. Lucky the teacher was so good, she say HAIYOR… Human communication class, En.Zin is back. He is the one who say this course no one will score well, advices us to drop it. (Memang suka bergurao) He randomly pick names and call the students to answer to questions. Everyone was panic, but the way he asks is so funny, until we all tak panic pun… At night, I join the CF combine prayer meeting. There, I learn a new song, I learn a “rock” style Yesus Pokok… Not bad! We all sing song worship God, and pray for our school, ourselves, and the whole society. Then, suddenly DeeJay, my Pesta Hoki friend, he went up and share his testimonies today. He says is suffering from studies, activities, and so much pressure, he think of commit suicide and jump to the floor. Then, suddenly, PANG! At opposite direction, he saw a malay guy jump down from 7^th floor. He was so shocked. His wondering someone is even more worse situation than his having now. Owhh… The guy haven die yet, still at ICU. We should appreciate what we have now and have a purpose of living in this world.

On the 30^th, is Tuesday. YKT105, Dr.Nik first class. WOW… Is not so simple wor, she so fierce and straight! When tutorial class that time, she call us to become a journalist, to act as this character and ask questions from her PHD student in front the class, just like attending a press conference event. Hey, is not so simple to write a “berita” lo… At night, Pesta Hoki meeting, this is the longest meeting I had attended, from 9pm to 12pm, SYIOK… In that meeting, I manage to talk with my field marshals. I ask their opinion, they gave me some negative feedback, say my games are too boring, can’t attract USM students, because it is traditional games. Then, got one guy he come out a brilliant idea, that I like very much too. I feel that idea add in will be more prefect. “Two heads are better than one” this is so true, I’m willing to listen their opinion, and we plan together, we enjoy together. I very like the teamwork spirit among us, and I can feel it, although this is our first time meet up. I can’t wait for the Pesta Hoki arrive. J

So fast already 31^st of October, it is the last day for October. In BM class today, a very funny incident happen. En.Tan says that he saw me running down from the hill one day. Then I reply: Huh, got MEHH… He says: cuba ingat, saya pasti orang itu adalah anda, kerana rambut anda sangat special, saya ingat! So, at the whole time, I keep on thinking this two W questions, which is “where” and “when”… YKT107, is my second time presentation. Manatao, Doc. Chai gives a lot of negatives comments on our In-design project. Wah… Memang susah. Later on, excited class again with Prof.Adrian. This time he mention that Indian culture, their stereotypes in their drama is: When an Indian dance in front of the street, automatically will attract crowds to jump in and dance with the same steps. :P This is so true, I super agree. At night, join a political talk, learn something call democratic. He says: 民主等于自苦！Democratic is equal to suffering. Democratic is not so suitable to maintain a country, because it’s relies on the public. Which party is more welcomed, which more votes will obtain from the public. I learn why politic is so important in our daily lives, because it always affecting what we are doing now. 11.40pm, now only starts my preparation for presentation tomorrow. Nervous for tomorrow presentation … HAIZ… 

My Chatime drink ... :(

On 27^th Saturday, I didn’t attend the Fresh out gathering, because lack of money and I went there many times already. On 12pm, I date with a new girl call Lyndea Lim from BK3, Puchong. OMG! This tall girl knows many friends of mine, but she only don’t know me LANGSUNG. We eat at Khaleel and chat a lot about our university life. We all suffer from our heavy assignments! KEKE. Then later, I attend Sg Ara church Chinese service at 5pm. Around 4.30pm, we reach there. While I was helping controlling the PA system, then suddenly the song leader calls me to in charge of ppt slides show. I say OK. WOW… First time reach there, can serve Lord! Amen! Thanks God! At night, I went to Sg.Dua pasar malam. Finally, I went there … There, I ate a bowl of Laksa cost me RM3! Memang SEDAP… Then I wait for the bus to Queensbay mall with only a 1 reason, my Chatime drink. Once I reach there, once I take out my Chatime member card, I wish I could like to have a cup of honeydew milk tea. The thing I can’t expect is, the waitress tells me: Your card is NOT AVAILABLE at here and Gurney. What !!! OMG!!! Bus incident, I saw one 308 bus then I quickly went up, I put in 50 cents coin, then the bus driver tells me: sorry, USM Sungai Dua tak ada. GG! I accidently pay 50 cents to the bus. HAIZ… Because I don’t have small change, I need to go inside the mall buy a Mentos worth Rm1.60. Yeah, got a change of 40 cents is enough for me to sit a ride back to school which cost RM1.40. The bad thing is: I wait for the bus for an hour! HAIZ … There I meet a new outsider from UUM studying accounting first year student. We chat for a while when waiting for the DAMMM late bus.

On 28^th Sunday, I attend U-care Sunday service. I had been long time never attend that service already, back to a home-based service, feel like going back home. At night, I ajak some CG Kaki for dinner, maotao Yi Qian and Isaac came only. I order a chicken burger set, it was so awesome nice, delicious dao with the special gravy. Later on CG starts at 8pm. Today is my first time lead songs in my first CG. We sing walking in the light of God, How great is our God and 主你永远与我同在. In CG, I share my funny stories happens on Saturday night with them, they laugh dao ke xiao! Enjoy my CG time just now, not only grow in Christ, I build up friendship with my brothers and sisters in Christ. J

Jesus will PAY the bill for me! Amen!

This is the story from 22^nd to 26^th October.

On 22^nd, at night got a photo shooting moment for our Pesta Hoki magazines. After I took the picture, suddenly I heard “Wahh… Leng Zhai wor!” from miss Jia Jia. She first time praise in front among so many people. I was quite shocked, because I wear formal only wor… (But be confidence abit lah!) I smile and I said: No la … :P

On 23^rd, Tuesday is the day we pass up our YKT 105’s assignment day. Everyone was so annoyed when they knew it was Tuesday. Arhh … Dr. Azwan said that today is her last day for the lecture, we all so surprise and everyone give a same response, “HARRR…!” We miss her because she is so cute and nice. 

One more surprisingly is today no tutorial for this class, we went back early at 4 plus. Then next, is our first general meeting for Pesta Hoki with all pesta makers at 5.30pm. (Samson says 5pm, ARHHH, I reach there 5pm sharp!) There, I saw a lot of juniors, seniors, and staffs participating actively. And I finally knew my 3 field marshals were so handsome ones. J

On 24^th, finally I talk to my new friend, Chin Sook Yee. in our conversation, I only knew she can’t read Chinese and she is minoring in Music wei … Syiok wor… Next, finally is my first time skipping the psychology class, because I need to prepare at night’s program. 6pm sharp, really very sharp, the paintball guy appear in the stadium hoki. I was so glad to see him such a muscular guy and more excited when knew the paintball plan was much cheaper than PISA paintball that we meet last time. In our conversation, he teaches me what is the strategy of doing business and what are the benefits playing paintball. Then next, I go have dinner at IK alone, eating new dish call “Nasi Goreng Ketam Tom Yam” cost RM3 only. 8pm, the next XIA XIANG meeting, this time they talk about time management. Don’t know why tell really like to play the hitting with a newspaper roll game. HAIZ… I need to think something more exciting about this game next time to upgrade the difficulty.

On 25^th, nothing much special, just no class for YKT 101 tutorial, supposedly is our presentation today but lucky it delayed to next week. We all are so lucky. KEKE… Today is Kam Fei’s birthday, everyone sang happy birthday song to him on YKT 107 class. In class, WOW… Half of them BALIK kampong lorh…

On 26^th, my first time join century garden’s family camp. It was a one day camp, looks weird… The P&W was so good, they sing a lot of children song: 当我们同在一起，有主在我船上，哈里路，有股力量在滋长，一切歌颂赞美，我们成为一家人… These songs are so easy to sing and have many actions can play. The most syiok is most of the action we copy Gangdam Sytle… Lolx… I learn a very good phrase today when I saw the video from Good TV. He believes God’s miracles will happen all the time, because God is so faithful, he says this word touches me: Jesus will PAY the bill for me! Amen! His strong faith influence me, reminds me to have faith in God all the time, Jesus will always be with me, solves my problem in his way, not mine. Lunch, WOO … Lamb, chicken, fish, SYIOK lei… The most syiok is I no nid to pay at all! Really, God’s grace is enough for me, he pays the bill for me, Amen! Next, we got a drama show, and again I act as emcee again to tell the stories of my whole family, because we are given task to introduce our family members creatively. Then when back, finally I manage to take photo with Wen Wen, my lovely coursemate, same we are Christian. J (Actually I take a lot of individual picture as my profile picture soon…) Enjoy my day today … 

The first day of being 20 + Hari Interaksi !

The first day of being 20 years old. I’m not 19 anymore!

Thursday, as usual have lecturer and tutorial class. Finally start our group discussion for LKM 400 BM. We discuss about our lisan topic. I suggest my topic is “Facebook membawa ketagihan”, then others some say pregnancy marriage, stress, and 1 more very KUA  JIONG, is from Wen Wen-Ghost. Lol… Funny topic, it won’t come out in our exams but is an interesting topic to discuss. At the end, that night on FB, everyone voted stress kalangan mahasiswa, this is our topic for lisan. Around 6pm was so surprisingly, Ember, a new friend SMS me and tell me she now at library. She did not mention anything, I guess she is lonely and need people to accompany with for dinner, plus she wants to see me this new friend mah … HEHE … So, I took her to Sg.Dua Hidden Secret restaurant. We ate the Chinese cooked set costly RM7.90 only with a soup and drink. It’s not so expensive lurh. But, the funny thing is, she not so like Penang food, she prefer Ipoh food. She even say Ipoh food is much better than Penang’s one. After dinner, while walking home, we chi-chat a lot, and she laugh at my story. We really enjoy that chatting moment and hope we can meet again.

Friday, wake up around 9.45am, then ready to my group discussion at 10.30am at library. I thought I will be late there, MANA tao … Someone is more late than me. After discussion is our BE time. I love BE so much not just praise the lord, we can have fellowship together with brothers and sisters. I learn something call Disconnected is much easier when we connected. This relates with our relation with God, is so easy we don’t abbey God’s will, we did not spend our quiet time devotion with him seriously. After BE, BP makan again! This time I ate a lot wor, like Nasi Goreng Pataya, Kuey Tiao Sup, Apam Balik, and sago honeydew juice. After BE, I went to library continue my research for YKT 104, but end up with FB. (addicted liao…) Because I meet a new friend call Bear, we talk a lot and non-stop. I just meet her once, talk once, then on FB, we can talk everything, even our secrets too. I’m glad can found another ZHI XIN friend again. During dinner time, CG Makan at Pelita Mamak. Their service is super fast. I order 1 roti canai,1 roti pisang, they just spend 2-3 mins can GAO DIM everything. Efficient lei!  At night, this one really GILA group, this group that I join is call 戏剧组, Drama group in Chinese Society. Here, I learn a lot of new games, especially the 手帕王and猫捉鼠! It is so simple, easy and fun. It uses up a lot of physical exercises-running. At the end, I enter their acting group after viewing their drama.

Saturday, is the night I went to EPCC, join their Saturday Night Live (SNL). There, I found out this is not so charismatic, it’s a Baptist church, never saw them speak in tongue. They worship normal lo, full band, very high. I learn some new songs there. I learn something about Living sacrifice is the impact of grace. We need sacrifice out time, our soul, our heart to worship and obey the Lord, this is because we all are so sufficiently grace by Jesus Christ. Amen!  After EPCC, we had a campus dinner there, NASI LEMAK! Yeah … After on, I went to join my first time yam cha with our AGE gangs. Enjoy a lot with them. J

Sunday, early in the morning, SYHT… 7.25am, late liao late liao. I need to reach Dewan Banquet at 8am sharp. Then I faster go bath, rushing to there. While I was walking, I saw Jia Jia they all also late, then I BARU realize, I’m in Malaysia. (Malaysian Time mahh…) Finally, I know where is Subaidah Restaurant. There, I saw someone order the egg with the roti canai on top of it. Then, I IKUT pula. Finally, is the Hari Interaksi Day of school of Communication. Early in the morning, the first one who give ceramah is the DEKAN. Owhhh, NO! Scary, she TEGUR in front of us to the AJK PERKOM. She keep on repeating student’s attitude in university life. I’m so focus that time because I scare she mention about me. TAKUT saya… Lucky she did not do so. Phew… Then later on we play games, the money game. BORING… Next find our group members, so fortunately I’m the leader of the group Helang. I learn a new idea from today, which is the design machines game. Our team manage to design a Massage Chair. At night, we have our dinner and we are so lucky, we can’t aspect we won the third place. We shocked GILA. :P 

My BIG day at USM ! xD

My 20 years old birthday…

Surprisingly, early in the morning, TEST pula … During my English class, looks like no one of them know my birthday was today. Our teacher say don’t know why this time no essay writing, is just came out a comprehension reading and some grammars, IT’s so EASY for you guys. Wah… Really, not so hard, looks like back to form 1 standard punya exercise … :P

After class, I went to library continue to look forward my FB status … Xiao … So many notification I need to reply them. Normally they will post me Happy Birthday! Then I will reply them this sentence: “Hey there~ Thanks very much~ I will always remember I’m 20 years old today, but tomorrow I’m 18 again! Haha … xD” Wakaka… Next is my YKT 105 Penulisan Media BM class at 3pm. Once I step in to the class, suddenly I saw Jia Jia sing happy birthday song to me, then continue some of her friends sing too. I’m feel not so surprise already because she already mention that they will sing to me on the next day. The funny thing is, the Malays gang keep on singing happy birthday song to people who come into the class. So, Jia Jia say I so xing fu, because many people keep on singing none stop.

Cut the cake... :) 

Thanks Samsom for the sponser.

After dinner as usual (Seems no one celebrate and eat with me, so ko lian!), I went to my Pesta Hoki meeting as usual at 8.30pm. In the meeting, I ask their opinion about the Pisa paintball that charges us 10k so expensive, whether want to follow up this guy. “10k, are you serious!” Many people reject it! But the good news is, I found another cheaper paintball academy to replace this expensive one, will quickly make an appointment with him soon. Around 9.40pm, I think I should leave the meeting, then I ask princess Tiffany, where is Kak Hidayah? Suddenly, “Happy Birthday to you, ADRIAN!” WOW… I’m totally shock and so surprise this time! Really touch! Thanks to my head of NP1 who buy this cake for me. We all so 3 8, everyone berebut-rebut take photos. Then, Kak Hidayah lazy to upload, she Bluetooth everything to me. Jia Jia saw 1 post I’m taking the cake, she tell me this for sure is your profile picture soon. Haha… I reply YEAH ~!

NP1 Pesta Hoki members celebrating with me.

I'm very Leng Zhai here... 

Make a wish ... :) 

Small little coffee bun cake ... Cutez... 

For sure I won’t forget my friends at LWCF. Yeah, last round today. Thanks to Pastor Looi, send me from stadium Hokey to LWC. Once I reach there, got one girl tells me, she say the bible study haven finish wor… TIPU, I know sure got surprise one la… GUO RAN! Happy Birthday song again. This time is a cute mini coffee bun cake with a candle. I’m so glad can receive prayer from Pastor, is so graceful! 

Receive my first present from Gan. 

Next, I receive my first present in USM gave by Gan! This one really touch! 

We grow as a small group but God still love us. Thanks bro & sis for you birthday wish. :)

Yeah ~ I'm back to DRUM again! 

Later on, we sambil MAKAN sambil KENG GAI ~ But this time, I tell them about my secret. Opps… Later on, don’t know siapa AJAK, ADRIAN let’s rock and roll tonight! Then, I mai go up rock and roll with drum stick~ Yeah… SHOW TIME! Drum again even though my hand still haven fully recover yet. But, no choice, too SYIOK liao…

We play band ... Syiok ... 

Once I reach back home, open my FB, Wah… Need to slowly reply them. Reply until 1pm, I can’t TAHAN, I straight away SLEEP. This is how my 20^th birthday life is. Thank God, and I must be very grateful because in total got 3 groups of person who celebrate with me, which are PKA, Pesta Hoki and LWCF. Thanks for their greetings, blessings, cakes and wishes… In USM, my first time celebrating my birthday, it will be very memorable.

On 17^th, BM class again. This time, got a super funny incident happen in BM class today. While Mr Tan teaches us suddenly he point outside, then he says: “Neii Neii Neii… Sana ada Parking, tadi itu kereta tak mao keluar.” We all LOL dao XIAO, so CUTEz and funny… Walaowei, this teacher memang pandai in telling stories. I love so much. Then, class as usual, finally I enter Prof Adrian Lee class, he is a handsome lecturer, and he speaks so professional. At night, I attend XIA XIANG, the first meeting. There, I do acting as a news reporter, then the president praise me and tells me: “Wah… Communication students so different wor, you got the potential to in Film & Broadcasting as DJ. You pandai ZHU CHI, leading!” Wow… I’m so impress. She PO BU ZI DAI wants me to join the camp, looks like she want to train me become the next leader of this society. I can feel it. J