On the 6th
December, it is the first day of Pesta Hoki. I have no choice, I need to skip
class again for the Pesta Fun. Around 10am, I need to set up my Pesta Fun at
the field. So, I call my field marshal to hang up the Pesta Fun cloth stick
with chairs. But once everything is over, once I reach my room, Kak Dayah
whatsapp me, she say this to me: “now everyone complain about you include my
field marshal and En.Arifin (the sports staff)”. I was totally DOWN and SAD at
that moment. I start thinking what I did these few days? Why I’m so terrible?
Why I can’t do what did Kak Dayah says? Why I don’t listen people’s opinions?
Why I always do things last minutes? Why I looks blur every time? Why? Why?
Why? Am I still a leader? Am I still have the leadership skills? I start
thinking of myself. At night, I seems don’t have the mood to enjoy our dinner
at a hotel. Although is look delicious, I looks enjoy happy there, but to tell
the truth, in my heart, I feel very sorry to my NP1 teams, I feel quite DOWN
that moment. After dinner, we reach there around 12am, but we called by Samson,
because he says got small briefing. Then, we went there, manatao we need to
wrap the prizes and hampers. I did this until 2 something… Wow… It was totally
tired, and I also almost forget my moody mood.
The next
day, I woke up at 8.30am, I went to photocopy some materials before I go to
Minden field. Once I reach there, I saw Hua Liang already arrived. I order Hua
Liang to help me set up the Pesta Fun again. As last, a simple Pesta Fun is
done. Suddenly, Jayne call me, she ask me where am I, which field are you? I
was totally surprise that my best friend in USM will support me all the time.
Thanks to her… At night, our “It’s a Christmas Donut” Christmas party starts!
YEAH, suddenly my roommate and his 2 China friend suddenly say want to join me.
WOW… Impressive… In that Christmas party, although I’m one of the committee
member, but seems I did less in this event, looks I didn’t contribute anything.
But, I’m bless because I know I came to USM is for certain purpose. A very good
and rock dancing performance, an enjoyable ice-breaking, peaceful Christmas
songs and a very good message from Pastor Sam. He mention a story, I was touch
when he spoke this, and I also post on my Facebook wall:
"Once upon a time, there have 3 animals staying in a jungle, there are the dog, rabbit and snake. The dog try to hunt the rabbit, but he fails too. The dog keep on chasing, while the rabbit keep on running. The dog is tired, and stop. He ask the 3rd part the snake: Why I couldn't catch the rabbit? The snake answer: This is because you are chasing for a meal, while the rabbit is running out of life! Are we just like the dog? Are we living in this world being nobody? Are we still live for no purpose, no hope, no target, no dreams, no believes? Are we? Let's us think about our life. Everyone live in this world with a certain purpose. Did you know that? Let's us change to be the somebody though God."
"Once upon a time, there have 3 animals staying in a jungle, there are the dog, rabbit and snake. The dog try to hunt the rabbit, but he fails too. The dog keep on chasing, while the rabbit keep on running. The dog is tired, and stop. He ask the 3rd part the snake: Why I couldn't catch the rabbit? The snake answer: This is because you are chasing for a meal, while the rabbit is running out of life! Are we just like the dog? Are we living in this world being nobody? Are we still live for no purpose, no hope, no target, no dreams, no believes? Are we? Let's us think about our life. Everyone live in this world with a certain purpose. Did you know that? Let's us change to be the somebody though God."
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