Once again hurt at Monkey beach ~

On the 22^nd of Dec, LWCF invited me and my roommate to monkey beach. So, we woke up at 7.25am, and go down stairs and wait for Gan at 7.40am. I can’t aspect this time, so many people joining us, include AGE members. Wow... We reach there at 9am, and we check in first. Just start the journey for 10 minutes, I get hurt again. This time, my right leg was not so lucky, felt down and twisted. So sad, L. This time I have to sit a boat ride to monkey beach. There, I wait for other friends, because we arrive early. Once they reach, they all keep on playing the Tarzan’s string. I want to play that too, BUT… HAIZ… There, we chat and enjoy our breakfast in a windy environment. Although I’m hurt, but I still must be still and praise God, because my hurt is still consider okay, not so serious. Saw the beauty of the nature, monkeys are jumping over, sea waves and waving, is all God’s pretty creation. Later on, I went to Andrew’s house and ate my very first time “Tang Yuan”. It was so awesome, I ate 2 bowls. KEKE… I reach home around 4pm, I also no mood study, just updates status and sleep. At night, I attend LWCF Christmas service. There, I saw again the Noah mention in the bible was proven by a team from Hong Kong. It was so great that historical events are real and is proven by science now days. What a Saturday night, and the same time, it was my beloved junior youth gathering’s Christmas party event. I was a little bit regret why I never go back and celebrate with them. HAIZ… I miss it again. L

On the 23^rd of Dec, I first time never attend Sunday service, because of my leg. I plan to go visit St.Paul again, but fail to. No choice, I stay at my room study, dota, and Facebooking. At night, don’t know suddenly why watch “Superman丘光耀” political talk, it is so GOOD! Our country should RENEW!!! J

Last week liao ... :(

This is the last week of academic week session. OMG! Next week study week and later on is our final exams. This SEM confirm can’t score so well, because I played a lot.

On the 17^th of Dec, is my time for me to present my LMT100 English Individual Oral Presentation. I thought still got some students same with me, haven’t present their part. But, unfortunately, I’m wrong. Suddenly Syed told me: Hei. All the best for your presentation, nanti u seorang u tao? WHAT! I’m the only one need to present. GG.com! Then later on once I reach class, teacher call me to send her the exemption letter. I said I left at my hostel. Another GG.com, because after class I need to ran back to my hostel and just to take the 1 exemption letter and give it to her today before 5. If not, I will lose my presentation marks. Walaowei … I will remember this forever! At night, I attend our last combine prayer meeting. Later on, I continue my last assignment in this semester, which was psychology essays. I managed to complete everthing at 4.18am.

On the 18^th of Dec, Dr.Nik and Dr.Adzuan class. Wow wow… They give us the summary of good and bad essays. Lucky my essays was not mention there. Dr.Adzuan is the funniest lecturer while Dr.Nik is the coolest lecturer, we love them so much. At night, YEAH… LWCF final gathering at Arab restaurant. The food came with a very big portion and it’s not so expensive at all. I ate a Kaib Chicken set I think. The soup was so awesome, I refill one more time after I saw pastor refill. Then, the funny thing is everyone also follow. I know Sze Earn super like to act cute, so I act cute with her too. Yeah … “Do you satisfy your present” this is from John. OMG! When we exchange, John are not satisfy with his exchanged present. So funny lei wei … John that moment very funny to me. I received Grace, our beloved CF president’s present, a bottle. J

On the 19^th of Dec, Wednesday, BM class, our teacher do revision with us about tatabahasa. He was so good, we will miss him very much. Finally, I went back to my psychology class, and wait the lecturer will give us some tips. Manatao, she gives nothing. L Later on, study study study time.

On the 20^th of Dec, another special day because it was 20-12-2012… Nice! This day is our last presentation for this semester. Our group present about Adidas.  Actually I suppose to present the introduction, but Dr.Shu skip my part. I’m so lucky, I just present one point and conclusion. Then later on first time meet my 2 new friend, which are Ylim and Cassie, we jog together. After jogging, Ylim said go Roti Bakar makan, straight go there, no need to bath wor. HAIZ… So, we wait our sleeping beauty Sharon, and we go together. There, Ylim says me I very quiet, not hyperactive. But, at last, share my many stories out. Lolx… Some more don’t know what Milo. Haha … We plan to eat whole box ice-cream while walking back home. Plan only! I’m very excited that day with Ylim eating a big box of ice-cream.

On the 21^st of Dec, Friday … Today is Dong Zhi, but no tang yuan for me… Nothing to say. Just study at library and I ate KFC tonight. Finally I use the Kad Siswa. But, is also totally useless, discount 5%, but the tax is already 6%, so where still got discount? Excited day again. Tomorrow hiking monkey beach with LWCF friends. :P 

12-12-12 + Christmas Celebration at LWC !

This is 1 week stories ... :) 

On the 10^th of Dec, is a Monday. Lucky today presentation delayed to next week. Finally I’m back to bible study at night. There, I meet a new friend, he call William. After bible study, I went to my first Kunfu Night committee meeting. WOW… All girls, really less boys, I think don’t have boys in my event department. There, we discuss about the story line about the Kungfu Night will be held on 23 March next year. Ecxited… I’m totally GILA with activities. :P

On the 11^th of Dec, during Dr.Nik class, I don’t know why I keep on eating a sour sweet in her class. I total ate le 7 to 8 sour sweets. Around 6 something, Kak Dayah message me said that assistant coordinator no need to go to the post mortem tonight. YEAH… Finally I can spend more time at LWCF, and this is my first time join their activities. But this time, they all prepare for the Christmas celebration and practice the performance. And don’t know why, I also TERLIBAT in. We do 手语 hand performance, our song is “We are the reason”. Once again, I remember back 3 years ago, our church play this song before during our Christmas celebration too. Suddenly, one of my friend, Issac came forward to me and share me his problem, I so touched because my friend trust in me, willing to share his stories to me. I encourage and pray for him. J

On the 12^th of Dec, WOW… This is a very special day. 12-12-12. Triple 12 day once time in the whole life. It won’t appear anymore for the next time. But, unfortunately, I miss the best time for me to capture picture which are 12-12-12 time 12hr 12 min 12 sec. Haiyar… This day, is my BM laporan exam day. A very funny incident, our beloved En.Tan he came late to class, then he said: Bukan setiap kali pukul 11am mula, kenapa kamu semua tunngu di sini? LOL… We all faint liao … This is our 14^th week already, and is our second last week before study week. He make this funny mistakes. But, unfortunately, we need to rush our exam paper within an hour. WOW... All memang tak cukup masa wor… Lunch time, again with my best friend, Jayne. She feel stress and worried a lot, once she talk with me, she will become happier and relax, she told me. I was so happy because I can help my best friend. J

On the 13^th of Dec, Thursday nothing special. Doing assignments as usual. Around 6pm, I attend for the Xia Xiang interview session. There, I told them my passion and reasons why I want to in Xia Xiang. I wish I could help them to grow together. I wish I could enter 培训组！But, anyway I will still obey them whenever I success or failed to be part of them. At the end, they praise me, said I did well. Well, I’m glad larhh OF COZ… I didn’t attend for the English class because is not my turn to present yet. KEKE…

On the 14^th od Dec, Friday, first time morning devotion with Pastor and Issac at Bakti Permai café. There, we read through the bible, and I ask a lot of questions there. Then lastly, Pastor call me to pray, OH… in English, I need to strengthen my prayer in English next time. I feel like not so good, but I learn. Today is our last BE, I saw my attendance list, WOW. I never absent before for BE. YEAH… This is because I love fellowship with brothers and sisters in Christ worship and listen the words together. We love each other and we grow spiritually. At night, finally is the day I can meet Julianna, one of my church friend, we went Taiwan together, we experience many happy moment together. I so miss her. Once I step in to St Paul Church, WOW… Jualianna is dancing up there. So high, I also wish I could stand there and dance together. I saw all their boot camp dancing performance, it was so awesome! They total play roughly around 10++ dancing performance. Pei fu! Pei fu! There, I knew people use dancing to share the gospel to them. It was so perfect!

On the 15^th of Dec, Saturday is the day for Christmas celebration at LWC. Finally, I manage to invite my best friend, Jayne to go this party. I’m so glad… At the same time, Jayne also invited Simon to there too, she wants people accompany with her. Finally, I can take pictures with her again, with her DSLR and Iphone. My performance “We are the reason” is so touched. YEAH … I’m glad that she was enjoy and learn something new there. Got one funny incident there, my roommate likes someone there. KEKE… :P

On the 16^th of Dec, Sunday is another round for Christmas celebration at LWC. But this time is in English. Today, Andrew TIPU me say Jualianna is not coming for LWC. YErrrr… Today worship song, Who Am I? I suddenly remember my brothers say this song is very touch, is REAL. I feel so blessed because I got a branch of LWCF friends accompany with me, we celebrate Christmas together. Once I send Jualianna to bus station, I went back my room continue my assignments. At night, suddenly I meet Tee Ho, I knew he attending a Chinese chess competition. So, I JIO him play Chinese chess. I thought I will lose to him, manatao I win him first. Long time never play already, I feel so excited. He is shocked when he know that I never join any chess competition before. I tell him, If I join I sure will get nervous until can’t focus the game. :P I’m glad again, cause I receive my 100^th likes for my birthday profile picture. Suddenly, Esther said me CUTE? Lolx… I’m so happy. WAKAKA… :P 

Pesta Hoki part 2 + My fire is start burning again !

On the 8^th Dec, today is the first day our Pesta Fun launching. At the same time, Najib is also coming to our university. At first, a lot of children around 6 of them interested to join my Pesta Fun. We teach them how to play and we enjoy a lot with them. Although some game like Sudoku, they can’t play, but we also let them to pass. At last, they got their present and they look happy. I’m glad to saw their happy faces. But, times flies, I can’t get any business from the players. Seem no one got the interested to play with. I feel so upset because my expectation was too high, I thought I can gather 100 players to play with. HAIZ… I fail… L At the same time, Gadis and Jejaka Hoki is running too. I’m glad back again when I saw Jackson won two awards from this event, the Top Modal and Best Photography. We close our Pesta Fun stall at 4pm, because no people want to involve in. SAD… Suddenly, Ming Jun calls me, he says he want to meet me for dinner and show an investment project. So, I say okay, we meet at Khaleel at 7pm. When he taking a piece of paper, writing QNET in the paper, I was thinking: WOW… Are you serious? Showing me the plan again? I was totally surprise he is the one I want to find along in my university life. The important thing is he was same Imperial team with me, he is my crossline. Unexpected! My fire is start burning again! ARGHH… At night, Kak Dayah call us to go to the booth there collect rubbishes. S&M department collect rubbish? Lolx … Anyway, we enjoy a lot there. After finish collecting, someone include me becoming thieve ice cream. KEKE…  L

On the 9^th Dec, is the last day for Pesta Hoki. I woke up at 7.15am, and go reach at café at 7.25am. As usual, I open my booth again there. But, unfortunately, there got 2 kids willing to join me only. HAIZ… I was so failure. ARGHHH… In the evening, our Perak Sultan are invited as our special VIP for the Pesta Hoki, WOW… So grand. At night, is our CG warp out. At first, we want to go for the western food restaurant, manatao tak buka. HAIZ… Then, lastly we went to the hawker stall and I ate a Tomyam fish rice. Not bad… Later on, I had to attend Pesta Hoki NP1’s post mortem. There, I totally feel I was so failure and someone trying to says that I’m not qualifying to become an assistant coordinator. SAD… In conclusion, through Pesta Hoki, I start rethink about my attitude of doing works. I start rethink about my strengths and weakness. Am I still a leader? I’m so down. I really need God’s almighty power to help me. I keep on telling myself, this is a pathway that God want to mold me. What I need to do is trust Him! J

Finally Pesta Fun + Christmas Donut !

This is the story of Pesta Fun + Christmas Donut.

On the 6^th December, it is the first day of Pesta Hoki. I have no choice, I need to skip class again for the Pesta Fun. Around 10am, I need to set up my Pesta Fun at the field. So, I call my field marshal to hang up the Pesta Fun cloth stick with chairs. But once everything is over, once I reach my room, Kak Dayah whatsapp me, she say this to me: “now everyone complain about you include my field marshal and En.Arifin (the sports staff)”. I was totally DOWN and SAD at that moment. I start thinking what I did these few days? Why I’m so terrible? Why I can’t do what did Kak Dayah says? Why I don’t listen people’s opinions? Why I always do things last minutes? Why I looks blur every time? Why? Why? Why? Am I still a leader? Am I still have the leadership skills? I start thinking of myself. At night, I seems don’t have the mood to enjoy our dinner at a hotel. Although is look delicious, I looks enjoy happy there, but to tell the truth, in my heart, I feel very sorry to my NP1 teams, I feel quite DOWN that moment. After dinner, we reach there around 12am, but we called by Samson, because he says got small briefing. Then, we went there, manatao we need to wrap the prizes and hampers. I did this until 2 something… Wow… It was totally tired, and I also almost forget my moody mood.

The next day, I woke up at 8.30am, I went to photocopy some materials before I go to Minden field. Once I reach there, I saw Hua Liang already arrived. I order Hua Liang to help me set up the Pesta Fun again. As last, a simple Pesta Fun is done. Suddenly, Jayne call me, she ask me where am I, which field are you? I was totally surprise that my best friend in USM will support me all the time. Thanks to her… At night, our “It’s a Christmas Donut” Christmas party starts! YEAH, suddenly my roommate and his 2 China friend suddenly say want to join me. WOW… Impressive… In that Christmas party, although I’m one of the committee member, but seems I did less in this event, looks I didn’t contribute anything. But, I’m bless because I know I came to USM is for certain purpose. A very good and rock dancing performance, an enjoyable ice-breaking, peaceful Christmas songs and a very good message from Pastor Sam. He mention a story, I was touch when he spoke this, and I also post on my Facebook wall: 

"Once upon a time, there have 3 animals staying in a jungle, there are the dog, rabbit and snake. The dog try to hunt the rabbit, but he fails too. The dog keep on chasing, while the rabbit keep on running. The dog is tired, and stop. He ask the 3rd part the snake: Why I couldn't catch the rabbit? The snake answer: This is because you are chasing for a meal, while the rabbit is running out of life! Are we just like the dog? Are we living in this world being nobody? Are we still live for no purpose, no hope, no target, no dreams, no believes? Are we? Let's us think about our life. Everyone live in this world with a certain purpose. Did you know that? Let's us change to be the somebody though God."

I'm here Pesta Fun !

Today is already 5^th of December, just left one more day counting down for my big event, Pesta Hoki International 2012. Around 4pm, En.Erifin, one of the staff of Pusat Sukan called me yesterday, he said he want to see me, arrange everything for me. So, I wait him at stor minden for an hour, only he reach. He is so busy with my boss, miss princess Tiffany. HAIZ… At night, before our meeting, I had my dinner with Derek and Sharon and her course mate. I eat a dish is call Nasi Goreng Mahasiswa. Lolx … What a funny name. The dishes is full of fried mushroom, grilled chicken, hotdog, fried fish, and fried rice, cost RM6.50. Wow … There, we talk a lot about our family. At night, finally reach our big meeting Pesta Hoki. Every department updates their latest status at there. Then, I go back to the room and start discuss how to divide the prizes. At the end, everything is well packed, and I got a new bag, new t-shirts, and new experience, YEAH ~ I’m coming tomorrow, Pesta Fun! J

Welcome December !

Wow… This is the end of the month for 2012… I wrote this blog from 31^st August until now…

We are ready to bowl...

Yeng man ... 

So, what I did in my first day of December? Thanks to PKA invited me to a bowling event! Yeah … Finally I can bowl in Penang. We went to a shopping mall call Sun Shine mall, inside there got a bowling alley. Once I stepped in, I feel so good and excited when see all those balls and beautiful lanes. Heard from Wai Quan said that this bowling alley is the cheapest. Wow…. RM6 per game is call cheap? But normal days is RM3.50 lahh from 10am to 12pm only. Badly, that day was Saturday. The games started with Wai Quan first, followed by Carmen then me. Look at them, I remembered the moment I start like bowling during form 4, the moment I starting to play. They haven’t figured out the position and bowling technique, they still don’t know how to play bowling. But once my turn, I choose 9kg bowling ball to bowl, I manage to hit 6 of them. HAIZ… Continue with hitting 3 pin down during the next frame. We  played only one game. Meanwhile, I teach Issac to bowl, memang is not so easy to teach. Then, I also discuss the strategy to hit all the pins down. Got one time, I got strike but it appears F, I can roll another time. So, I roll again, this time hit 5 pins, but F appears again. I quickly ask the workers why my score missing, she told me that F is a FILE! OMG! At the end, I got a score of 75. Nooo … Too bad… Long time didn’t play ady and I lost to John Ong somemore. HAIZ… This time, our lunch is at Thai Cuisine restaurant. Carmen told me, the Tomyam in this restaurant was the best among Malaysia. YEAH… My favorite… So, I ordered Tomyam ayam, one plate of fried onion egg and 1 and a half plate of rice. Wow… It was so sedap man! Memang BEST. I eat Chendol for my dessert and I feel not enough want to eat McD ice cream somemore. HEHE …

Makan makan thai food. 

Chendol 

Tomyam Ayam + Telur Dadar + Nasi Putih 

On the 2^nd day of the December, it is Sunday. As usual I will attend church Sunday service. This time I went to Century Garden Methodist Church for my second time. Around 9.30am, the service is over. So, I went to my second round EPCC Chinese service church start at 10am. There, I only know that this church is a charismatic church because I saw them speak in tongue. Then, back to room, whole day online and do my research on Datuk Lee Chong Wei.

On the 3^rd, Monday is the first day of open my Donut Christmas booth. After my YKT104 and English class, I went to the booth. This time, I kena scold by someone. That time it was hurt, because I never did what she want. I promise her I will settle the decorations for the table, but I did not. I failed to do because of my last minute attitude. These few days very stress because too many events come together, Pesta Fun especially. On that day, I keep on thinking, I’m really wrong this time, I should do something and change my this last minute attitude. Not only Donut, even the Pesta Fun, Kak Hidayah also felt so upset when she let me handle this big project. She so worried of me, and keep on remind me what to do, ask properly, but I never 100% followed what she said. This time, I really need to think deeply, I really need God’s wisdom to help me change my attitude. I wrote this in my blog is to remind me I got this attitude. One day, once I see back this blog, I hope it will changed. Then during English class, Samson suddenly called me, and ask me whether can I go to KL tomorrow morning. WHAT! No choice, I have to go and skipped class again. L

On the 4^th, KL trip early in the morning at 8.30am. In the bus, there got 5 international players are going to UPM for training, later on they will represent Malaysia for competition. Then suddenly one of the girl ask me, what sports are u taking part, I reply her: Haha… I just go KL angkat barang saje lahh … :P Once I saw the big building in KL, I miss a lot. When I can back home? Whole day never open my FB, WOW… 56 notifications … :P 

First time Booth-ing + Xia Xiang Day !

Welcome to Pesta Fun

On the 26^th, finally open my Pesta Fun booth. Early morning, I skipped YKT 104 class, because need to promote my Pesta Fun. I finally realize that open a booth is not so simple hor! I keep on repeating the same thing, promoting our Pesta Fun. At the end, really no one wanted to participate. At night, I didn’t go for combine prayer meeting, because too many things need to do.

On the 27^th, is me again to open the booth. This time my field marshal help me to jaga as well. During lunch, Yi Qian call me to have lunch with her and Debra and Carol. Then, she announced I will become one of the expo member in PKA, she ask our opinion willing to join this to serve. Of course, my answer is YES. I saw Debra looks so nervous and lack confidence to reply YES, so I slowly persuade her to join too. During YKT105, Dr.Nik suddenly ask whether who are bloggers here? So, I raised up my hand. Then, she asked pula, how often you write blogs and normally what you will write. I replied her, I write normally 3 times a week, write about my stories at USM. There are few of us writing blog in our class. I’m proud can be the rare types students~ Hehe … At night, our first audition for Gejaka and Gadis Hoki. There are roughly 15 contestants appear on that night. I’m proud that I can saw Jackson, one of my friend joining this competition. He so leng zhai! Some more one more International students. Wow. She is so pretty and she come from Indonesia. She is a Chinese Indonesian 19 years old… Wow… Leng lui… xD

On the 28^th, today was my BM oral presentation. I need to memorizes the way to release stress. I need to say something about pengawalan emosi to release stress. I give some examples like we need to cry, shout, laugh, sing, tell a friend, and request help from counseling if we have stress in our university life. At the end, En.Tan ask me a question which are what do your mind think when u step into this class before I start my presentation. I replies I’m nervous lo… Then he replied back why u never wear formal, wear long sleeves. OMG! Shock! Then we whole group members said En.Tan didn’t told us. KEKE …

On the 29^th, Thursday is the day our group need to finalize our newspaper project to our group. But, I haven start put into In Design CS4 yet. The reason is I don’t know how to do. I almost kena marah from our team leader Shaun. I felt very sorry to him. From 1pm onwards I try my best to learn and to fit inside to the In Design. Lucky LEE helped me, thanks to him, he teach me everything. So, within 30 minutes, I finish 1 page already and can convert it to PDF file. Yeah … I felt excited when I learn something new. Last time I thought this kinda of design work is very boring, but now I felt it was so miracles. I loved it once my hard work had finished. Next, I use also another 30 minutes to finish a new page. YEAH YEAH ~

Looks handsome in this picture ~ New hair style. 

My first birthday present ...

This one chi ji lo ... :P 

On the 30^th, is Friday again. I loved Friday because we have PKA BE. This time, I learn about how to do evangelism and discipleship among our friends surrounding. Got one phrase keep on popping out on my mind, “You are save for doing good works, you are not save by doing good works”. This is so true! My live must be inside out first, and the next thing is GO! Yeah! Feel excited want to invite more friends for Donut party. At night, before going to xia xiang day, don’t know why suddenly I made up my selves. Lolx … Is so yeng man! Haha … xD At night is our Xia Xiang day. We held this event at the Fun Box Café there. We all paid for RM20 lei, so I ate a lot of food. HEHE… Owhh … There is was so awesome because there got a lot a lot of board games. My first game was the wolf hunter killer game. Ooooooo … I still remembered I played this in Taiwan last time. I miss this game so much. Suddenly think about my Taiwan memories… Next, we played a lot of fun party games. Those games are so CHI GEK man! I like it so much… I also played Forfit chess with Adam. I lost 1 game and draw 1 game. HAIZ … At the end, we got an exchange gift ceremony. This is my first time receiving present in USM. Cool! I love Xia Xiang! J

YEAH ... Xia Xiang Ren ~