Pesta Hoki part 2 + My fire is start burning again !

On the 8^th Dec, today is the first day our Pesta Fun launching. At the same time, Najib is also coming to our university. At first, a lot of children around 6 of them interested to join my Pesta Fun. We teach them how to play and we enjoy a lot with them. Although some game like Sudoku, they can’t play, but we also let them to pass. At last, they got their present and they look happy. I’m glad to saw their happy faces. But, times flies, I can’t get any business from the players. Seem no one got the interested to play with. I feel so upset because my expectation was too high, I thought I can gather 100 players to play with. HAIZ… I fail… L At the same time, Gadis and Jejaka Hoki is running too. I’m glad back again when I saw Jackson won two awards from this event, the Top Modal and Best Photography. We close our Pesta Fun stall at 4pm, because no people want to involve in. SAD… Suddenly, Ming Jun calls me, he says he want to meet me for dinner and show an investment project. So, I say okay, we meet at Khaleel at 7pm. When he taking a piece of paper, writing QNET in the paper, I was thinking: WOW… Are you serious? Showing me the plan again? I was totally surprise he is the one I want to find along in my university life. The important thing is he was same Imperial team with me, he is my crossline. Unexpected! My fire is start burning again! ARGHH… At night, Kak Dayah call us to go to the booth there collect rubbishes. S&M department collect rubbish? Lolx … Anyway, we enjoy a lot there. After finish collecting, someone include me becoming thieve ice cream. KEKE…  L

On the 9^th Dec, is the last day for Pesta Hoki. I woke up at 7.15am, and go reach at café at 7.25am. As usual, I open my booth again there. But, unfortunately, there got 2 kids willing to join me only. HAIZ… I was so failure. ARGHHH… In the evening, our Perak Sultan are invited as our special VIP for the Pesta Hoki, WOW… So grand. At night, is our CG warp out. At first, we want to go for the western food restaurant, manatao tak buka. HAIZ… Then, lastly we went to the hawker stall and I ate a Tomyam fish rice. Not bad… Later on, I had to attend Pesta Hoki NP1’s post mortem. There, I totally feel I was so failure and someone trying to says that I’m not qualifying to become an assistant coordinator. SAD… In conclusion, through Pesta Hoki, I start rethink about my attitude of doing works. I start rethink about my strengths and weakness. Am I still a leader? I’m so down. I really need God’s almighty power to help me. I keep on telling myself, this is a pathway that God want to mold me. What I need to do is trust Him! J

Finally Pesta Fun + Christmas Donut !

This is the story of Pesta Fun + Christmas Donut.

On the 6^th December, it is the first day of Pesta Hoki. I have no choice, I need to skip class again for the Pesta Fun. Around 10am, I need to set up my Pesta Fun at the field. So, I call my field marshal to hang up the Pesta Fun cloth stick with chairs. But once everything is over, once I reach my room, Kak Dayah whatsapp me, she say this to me: “now everyone complain about you include my field marshal and En.Arifin (the sports staff)”. I was totally DOWN and SAD at that moment. I start thinking what I did these few days? Why I’m so terrible? Why I can’t do what did Kak Dayah says? Why I don’t listen people’s opinions? Why I always do things last minutes? Why I looks blur every time? Why? Why? Why? Am I still a leader? Am I still have the leadership skills? I start thinking of myself. At night, I seems don’t have the mood to enjoy our dinner at a hotel. Although is look delicious, I looks enjoy happy there, but to tell the truth, in my heart, I feel very sorry to my NP1 teams, I feel quite DOWN that moment. After dinner, we reach there around 12am, but we called by Samson, because he says got small briefing. Then, we went there, manatao we need to wrap the prizes and hampers. I did this until 2 something… Wow… It was totally tired, and I also almost forget my moody mood.

The next day, I woke up at 8.30am, I went to photocopy some materials before I go to Minden field. Once I reach there, I saw Hua Liang already arrived. I order Hua Liang to help me set up the Pesta Fun again. As last, a simple Pesta Fun is done. Suddenly, Jayne call me, she ask me where am I, which field are you? I was totally surprise that my best friend in USM will support me all the time. Thanks to her… At night, our “It’s a Christmas Donut” Christmas party starts! YEAH, suddenly my roommate and his 2 China friend suddenly say want to join me. WOW… Impressive… In that Christmas party, although I’m one of the committee member, but seems I did less in this event, looks I didn’t contribute anything. But, I’m bless because I know I came to USM is for certain purpose. A very good and rock dancing performance, an enjoyable ice-breaking, peaceful Christmas songs and a very good message from Pastor Sam. He mention a story, I was touch when he spoke this, and I also post on my Facebook wall: 

"Once upon a time, there have 3 animals staying in a jungle, there are the dog, rabbit and snake. The dog try to hunt the rabbit, but he fails too. The dog keep on chasing, while the rabbit keep on running. The dog is tired, and stop. He ask the 3rd part the snake: Why I couldn't catch the rabbit? The snake answer: This is because you are chasing for a meal, while the rabbit is running out of life! Are we just like the dog? Are we living in this world being nobody? Are we still live for no purpose, no hope, no target, no dreams, no believes? Are we? Let's us think about our life. Everyone live in this world with a certain purpose. Did you know that? Let's us change to be the somebody though God."