Saturday 16 March 2013

Is time for me to figured it out something ...


Wednesday, Esther planning to bring us go out from USM for breakfast. Manatao, TAK ADA orang mao … HAIZ… So, we end up at Subaidah with Andy and Esther. Lunch time, enjoy chatting with PKA senior, Tien hui. We chat about 2 hours plus… :P

Thursday, we just stared our first tutorial class for YKT102. Wow… Time flies very fast, I think I should start do revision already. Hmm… Later on, Tien Hui ajak me go “Genting” makan. WHAT? My first response: Are you kidding me? At the end, she bring us to “Genting cafĂ©”.

Friday, I attend school Adwave talk, but half way “zao lo”, leave away from the talk. BORED… After PKA, we had our lunch at Bakti. Don’t know why suddenly  Tien Fei share some lame and stupid  jokes to us. That time, I just wonder, why I can’t just learn something from him lei … It’s so cool …

Don’t know suddenly why, GCB two seniors come forward me and talk a lot about me, advices me a lot of things. They ask me if whether I choose either PKA or LWCF if both CF appoint me some post. I’m so confused, what I need to choose? Suddenly, they ask me about what are my targets in university life? Owww… This I thought I know very well, I can answer it confidently. But the thing is, they told me, what is the point I’m joining so many activities and didn’t do well in each event? People may feel I’m very involved in many activities, it seems very busy, but for me, I don’t think so… I feel the more I join, the more people I know, the more experience I get, the more fun I get, the more I learn. But, reflect on it, is this God want me to do so? My mentor pastor always tell me: Adrian Lim, u should spend time to be alone, always reflect what you did, be focus and listen to God’s voice whenever from the bible or your prayer. Don’t make yourself involved in many things, try to be focus one thing and do things well. Hmm… I always can’t learn this homework. “If God give you a task to learn, he will wait you until u learn and receive something from the task,” quoted by someone. Is this the task God wants me to do?